terima? tolak? terima? tolak?

This is my seventh semester of study, means next semester am gonna have practical. Hurmm everyone dah dapat tempat practical.. Senang je diorg dapat.. tp npe lah susah sgt aku nk dapat tpt tempat niih??i

Yer.. maybe because my result are'nt really oriented kut.. hurmm menjajau I mencari tempat.. nk mintak guna kabel..kabel telepon je ader..huh.. yg I mintak kebanyakannya tak reply lagi and ader pulak yg kener pegi interview.. adoih.. ape boleh buat.. dah bahagian I mcm nih.. redho je lah.. pegi je. untung2 ade rezki kan... hurmm

30th of July arituh(dalam kelas en. ashraf) I got a fon call from Smart Consulting company..My application pertaining Industrial Company tuh dah lulus..

Yes! Alhamdulilah.. finally, I got it..! but actually, dalam 3 interview yg aku pg tuh, company inilah yg I x budget dpt langsung.. sbb interview die adalah yg paling susah..

57 application

37 shortlisted

7 under consideration

2 vacancies..

wif my result yg x oriented nih.. mmg xsangka,,thus, masa interview session arituh die soh wat mcm2.. presentation lah.. itu lah.. inilah..sampaikan I rase mcm nk kuar je dari bilik interview tuh.. huh... realy really tough..

macam mne kje tuh nnt ek? interviewer kata kje tuh byk travelling (company nih pon ade buat event management.so,depends on ket mne event dier lah kut)..nnt ade kne kejer lebih masa.. ayoyo! kne byk deal dgn client (maybe because its a consultant company kowt)..ok ok.. I'll try my best..

but frankly, takut sgt.. sampai rase mcm bebelah bagi.. nk pg ke tak..takowt kalau2 xdpt nk settle kan task given appropriately..yg memberatkan aku utk lepaskan peluang ini ialah:

• that company consult over 75% of public listed company
• travelling is my interest
• kne kje kat branch die yg stated at jalan ampang,kl(jimat kos mkn,transport,accomodation)
• allowance yg boleh tahan- rm500 to rm1500 (nih berdasarkan the interviewer words)

On the other side, ader beberapa factor yg menyebabkan I susah nk terima:

• Kne kejer lebih masa
• kne deal dgn client (huh.. takowt.. I xberapa pandai speaking,communicate ngan corporate person)
• nnt mesti susah nk dapat cuti
• for first 2 month die akan letakkan I kat marketing and sales.. hish! benci lah kne buat sales nih... adoih...

hurmm.. wut should I do? terima?tolak? terima? tolak?

at the eleventh hour,

i got some other places

1. Perbendaharaan Malaysia - bahagian pinjaman perumahan (putrajaya presint2)
2. Kementerian Kewangan Malaysia - Bahagian Ekonomi & antarabangsa(putrajaya presint2)
3. KWSP (Danau Kota,KL)
4. Kuala Lumpur Airport service - property management (Sepang-RM400)
5. Pusat Zakat Wilayah Persekutuan KL( Dataran shamelin- RM350)

hurmmm.. tunggu wat solat istikharah..

semoga aku dapat yg terbaik..

amin insyaallah..

~otey daa daa~

Larr.. dah final year rupanya..

Tadi I went to tutorial class..
subject operation management.. Lecturer yg mengajar tuh rupanya our former super senior..
she makes us realised that we oulz dah final year student..
suddenly i remember the moment i came here..
never wanted to be here..
hate this campus life damn much.. not because about its name.. but its actually because i dream of other lifestyle..
yer lar.. since schooling lg i dah berada di sekolah agama.. i need new environment..
bukan niat i nk menjauhi agama i..
but i nk belajar hidup together wif others yg came from every nook and cranny.. nk tau their thought..nk tau their custody and etc..also want to know their thought about islam..but most important is i want to learn and gain their knoweledg and exprience..

But that is what we call dream..
perhaps, i dah accept that am belongs to be here..
my lecturer makes me feel like going to spent my beautiful life here..
just enjoy it..

Yang kelakar tuh.. td der ice breaking..(actually i dah berpuluh kali braek the ice.. hehhe) then dier tanya..pasal ambition..

whuh! whats is actually my ambition? should i tell her that i wanted to be a lawyer before? sedangkan I'm studying business? OMG! Accurately, i dont have any ambition rite now.. but i do have dreams..huuu~ tetiba terfikir macam nk cakap, kalau nk tau my dreams, sila layari bracesgirl2010@blogspot.com hahhahhaha...

HURMMM.. makin dewasa seseorang itu, makin tidak pasti ia tentang cita- citanya kan?

Otey daa daa~